IVF, puking and craziness.

My kids and I have had a stomach virus for the last two days. My washing machine is exhausted as am I and pets are trying to vacate the house as I am a tad cranky. This just all makes me scream in my head are you CRAZYYYY for doing IVF that could result in two more to add to the chaos? I guess I am. I am routinely exhausted, fed up with my munchkins and feel insane but honestly I love every second of it. Well maybe not the cleaning up pink puke from four separate rooms last night part but you get it. I would love to eat a hot meal with out telling my 6 year old again to use her fork or trying to get my four year old to eat something that isn't a carb or non acidic fruit and get my 1 year old to not dump his food in his water then drink it(gag). But I didn't become a parent to sleep in or go to fancy restaurants or save money. I did it because its the most amazing thing ever, that explains it so well huh?! But really these little people are so incredible, smart, creative, caring, kind and just beautiful inside and out. To have the ability to calm someone down just by touching them is magical, to be taught to laugh when I get an entire squeezable pouch of baby food poured into my bra priceless.Thanks to these little people I am a better woman than I could have ever imagined and I have them and my hot husband to thank for it. So yes, am I crazy absolutely but will it be worth every moment of insanity, without a doubt!